The Elephant In My Consciousness

You rage uncontrollably at your child. You become incoherent with fear when you want to say something to your family. Your mind will not stop its incessant repetition of a story about something that has happened. You cannot control your addictive behaviour. You feel so beaten and unable to escape the anxiety and fear that never lets up. You so often have the intention to do something but you somehow don't do it.